The
fabric stretched and swelled, puffing up as though filling with
air. A square of denim slid sideways to merge with cotton; strips
of silk and gossamer intertwined. Blue and white and green and
yellow; soon all the swatches were connected, patched together
like so much multicoloured skin. The creature drew a breath.
“Shh,”
said Medina, a finger pressed to her lips.
The
textile dragon looked up at her, cocked its head at a curious
angle.
“Lucio’s
here,” Medina explained. Lucio was Medina’s older
brother. He sometimes came to stay the weekends as part of the
divorce settlement, but he was never happy about it, which, perhaps,
was the reason for him acting so mean all the time now. Or maybe
not. Truth was, Medina didn’t really know what to make of
her brother anymore. They had always gotten along before.
The
dragon--Silkfire, Medina had named him--shot a look at the closed
door, and then over at the bedroom window, obviously contemplating
escape. Medina couldn’t really blame the poor thing, not
after what had happened to her patchwork turtle.
“Don’t
worry,” said Medina, “the door’s locked.”
The
dragon breathed a little easier, but remained wary, and continued
stealing glances at the door as though afraid that Lucio might
be able to pick the lock to get in, which maybe he could. Medina
hoped not.
Lucio
had taken her turtle out to the back alley and burned it with
a silver Zippo lighter that he wasn’t even allowed to have.
Medina’s mom took the lighter away afterwards, but she didn’t
realize the charred fabric was a pet and not just a pile of old
rags. Medina’s mom couldn’t see the animals; Medina
supposed only kids could.
“You’re
just jealous!” Medina had yelled at her brother after finding
the turtle ashes. Then she cried, which probably should have made
Lucio laugh--it usually did--but for some reason he didn’t
laugh at all. He just stood there looking sad, like he hadn’t
actually wanted to burn the turtle. Like he had no choice. Medina
wondered about that afterwards.
She
wondered also if her magic might go away when she got a little
older. Maybe she’d be sitting on the bus, Silkfire in her
lap, and all of sudden the dragon would deflate right there in
front of her, all the wind expelled from his denim lungs. And
then she’d examine those hunks of fabric and think to herself:
What are these for? Why are they on my lap? But she wouldn’t
remember. Not ever.
Medina
shuddered at the thought, then started at a knock on her door.
“Yeah?”
she said. Silkfire crept backwards and silently hid himself beneath
the bed covers.
“Whatcha
doin’ in there?” said Lucio.
“None
of your business,” said Medina, and swallowed hard.
“I’m
not gonna do nothin’,” Lucio went on. “You don’t
have to worry.” He jiggled the door handle.
“It’s
locked,” said Medina.
“I
could pick it, you know,” said Lucio.
“You
do and I’ll scream. Then you’ll be grounded for the
whole weekend.”
“So?
There’s nothin’ to do anyway. What does it matter
if I’m grounded?” He jiggled the handle again and
sighed. “C’mon, Med, just open the door. Let me in.
Maybe we can play a game or something. I’m bored out of
my mind here.”
“Is
that why you set fire to Softshell?” she asked. “’Cause
you were bored?”
For
a moment Lucio said nothing. “Enough about that already.
Can’t we just drop it?” His voice was even, but Medina
could tell he was struggling to keep it that way. But so what
if he didn’t want to talk about it? If they didn’t,
then the whole thing might just as well have never happened.
“How
would you like it if someone set you on fire?” Medina went
on. She was walking on thin ice now, goading him like this, but
thinking about poor Softshell made her so angry that she just
didn’t care anymore, and if Lucio picked the lock to get
at her, well, he’d find her ready and waiting with a lamp
to smash over his head!
Lucio
kicked the bottom of the door, but it wasn’t a real kick,
just a soft thump of frustration. “Stupid turtle,”
he said. “It didn’t even look like one. I told you
I was sorry.” And then he left. Just like that.
“What’s
wrong with him?” Medina asked her mom later on. They were
sitting at the supper table, just the two of them. Three counting
Silkfire. Lucio had refused to come down from his room to eat.
He’d been yelling and storming up and down the stairs for
much of the day, but he never really seemed sure of what he was
about, like he wanted to be mad but couldn’t decide who
to be mad at exactly.
Medina’s
mom shook her head. She looked tired. “He’s just having
a hard time adjusting,” she said, then narrowed her eyes
at Medina’s moving hand. Medina was petting her dragon,
but of course it wouldn’t appear that way to her mom. “Must
you do that at the table?”
“I
couldn’t leave him all alone upstairs,” said Medina.
“Lucio could have got hold of him.”
Her
mom shook her head again. “What’s with you two?”
she said, and set down her silverware. “I know the divorce
has been tough on you guys, but bringing dirty rags to the supper
table and setting fire to things certainly isn’t going to
make anything easier.”
Medina
scowled. “He’s not dirty.”
Her
mom took a breath and held it inside for a moment. “Medina,
Silkfire isn’t--”
But
Medina already had this conversation and wasn’t about to
go over it a second time. She got up from her chair to leave,
but not before purposely knocking over her milk glass, the contents
of which spilled right across the whole length of the table and
into her mom’s lap.
“Medina
Abegail Marcos!” she yelled, her eyes wide and a little
surprised. “Get to your room!”
Medina
shrugged; that’s where she was going anyway.
Save
for the occasional bathroom break, Medina stayed in her bedroom
for the rest of the night. Mostly she just played with Silkfire,
periodically coaxing the little dragon to let fire the torrents
of shiny red silk that had earned the fabric wonder its name;
but then, every once in a while, she’d press her ear to
the wall and listen for Lucio in the adjoining room, but though
she knew he was in there, he didn’t make a peep. At least,
not at first he didn’t.
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