"Oh,
fine." Sean replied. "I'm up a few bucks." He bent
and kissed her hello, and then headed for the first floor bathroom.
He
heard Trishell's laughter through the closed door. "Listen,
Sean, I know that you're not playing poker."
"What
do you mean?" he called back. He could hear the flutter in
his own voice. He was a terrible liar. Of course he wasn't playing
poker, how could such a bad liar play poker?
Trishell didn't seem to be angry. "Honey, you don't need
a backpack full of books to play poker. And when I was vacuuming
found a dice with only four sides under your desk." Sean
zipped up and flushed the toilet. "It's all right,"
Trishell said. "I think it's cute how you're embarrassed."
Sean
opened the door. "You don't think it's silly?' he asked,
still toweling his hands.
She
patted the sofa beside her. "Come here and tell me about
it," she said. She was wearing one of Sean's new work shirts
and nothing else. Only two of the buttons were done.
#
"Condition
red!!" called the crewman in charge of monitoring Sean's
stages of arousal. Sirens flashed and klaxons sounded as millions
and millions of Seans sprinted to action stations.
#
Sean
slept easily that evening, and the Captain was able to put many
of the crew ashore for the night. The crew of nearly a billion
Seans passed through Sean's skin into the sub-atomic space of
the headboard, where their 'pleasure island' of games, goof-offs,
and, the Captain admitted, much-needed rest quarters for a crew
he knew he worked hard, awaited them.
There
was a legend, an old sailor's story, that the crewmen were vessels
themselves, and needed to sleep occasionally, so the crews that
drove them could relax.
The
Captain dismissed such talk as myth. He himself had never left
his post, and he never slept. He spent this night as he spent
every night, pacing the length of the bridge, reviewing the operations
of the day. His thoughts were a particularly troubled this evening.
"Ensign,"
the Captain of Sean called to one of the crewmen who had drawn
overnight duty. "What do you make of the new orders we've
been issued?"
"Oh,
I think they're a step in the right direction." the Sean
replied.
The
answer surprised the Captain. Asking for opinions was a little
game he played with the crew, who usually hemmed and hawed, trying
to find an answer that would allow them to wiggle out from the
Captain's scrutiny as quickly as they were able. The Captain of
Sean turned and studied the crewman. He was surprised by what
he saw. The ensign stood at attention, jumpsuit fully buttoned
and neatly arranged upon his ridged body. But the Sean didn't
look stiff: he presented an air of being relaxed, even comfortable
on the bridge, secure in the job that he had to do. Not something
the Captain usually saw in the Seans who pulled overnight duty
on the bridge. Typically, they looked as if they would rather
be anywhere else than here.
"That's
how you feel?" The Captain asked.
"Yes,
sir," came the unequivocal reply.
The
Captain looked at the ensign a moment longer, studying the crewman,
searching for the namable quality that would explain the change
in manner. The Captain of Sean took a step closer, a question
clearly forming in his mind, but he suddenly turned away without
speaking. He dismissed the crewman with a wave, and resumed pacing.
#
The next evening, Sean didn't get home from the office until after
7:00. Trishell was already home.
"You
stayed late," she said. "Working so hard, exercising,
now dressing like an executive." She swatted at his tie.
"What's gotten into you?"
He
ran up to he and hugged her. This was a surprise for both of them;
she usually instigated hugs. She giggled and pretended to struggle.
"Why so happy?"
He
released her and stepped back. "The client loved my presentation!"
He spread his arms wide in a show of victory. "They chose
it right away and didn't want to even see the others. I'll get
a raise out of this," he said. "They may even make me
an art director."
"That's
so great!" she said. "It makes me feel better about
buying this." She took a large box out of a white plastic
shopping bag that was on the kitchen table. "It's TiVo,"
she said. "Next Tuesday, we can watch Robotech and then Charmed
after."
"Let's
watch Charmed first." Sean said.
#
Deep
within Sean's skull, red lights set in the ceiling of the bridge
descended and began to flash. The Captain leaned over a crewman's
shoulder and read the screen that displayed a record of conversations.
"Did he just agree to watch Charmed? On a Tuesday?"
he asked. "Did he just say that without a trace of irony
or sarcasm?"
"The
sarcasm dials are all flat, sir." The crewman responded.
The
Captain looked at the screen. Trishell's face filled Sean's vision;
to the Captain her features went on and on, like the bulwark of
some enormous vessel coming towards them.
"It's
her." The Captain said at once.
"Excuse
me, sir?" The ensign asked.
"It's
her, god damn it," the Captain said. "She's influencing
our vessel in some way. A profound way." He leaned forward,
pushing the crewman aside as he typed a command into one of the
crew stations. "It's almost as if she's gotten inside, somehow."
His fingers flew. A diagram of Sean came on-screen. "But
that's impossible," he said. "The hull is intact. The
ship is secure."
Then
the Captain of Sean saw the crewman's fingers: the nails were
long and filed to a tapered point. He leapt back. "Turn around,"
he ordered. The crewman faced him. "Remove your cap,"
Long
auburn hair spilled out over the shoulders of her white uniform.
"My
God," the Captain said, as the invader, who resembled Trishell,
yet seemed older, more mature than the vessel the Captain saw
every day from his bridge, advanced upon him. "Who are you?'
he asked.
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