This
year was different. We were playing Huntingdon, and we could beat
them, and we did, 21-13. The celebration went on into the night.
Couples danced into the streets, car horns honked "We are
the Champions," the mayor declared us city heroes and proclaimed
September tenth Dairymen Day! (Okay, by "into the night"
I mean "eleven," when our parents made us come home,
but I did get to dance with someone's mom. The mayor declared
us to be "too loud" and told us to get off of his lawn,
but he had already declared September tenth Dairymen Day, celebrating
all the town's dairy farmers.)
But
it was a big deal, and around school we were heroes. I've never
been clapped on the back by so many teachers or been flirted with
by so many girls. Coach Stark knew how big it was as well. When
we got to practice Monday afternoon, he had a surprise for us.
We lined up shoulder to shoulder like soldiers on review. One
at a time he shook our hands, told us how proud he was, and presented
us with a ring.
In
the NFL, it is the goal of every player to win the Super Bowl,
the championship game at the end of the season. You have to earn
your way in and play your guts out in the game, but if, by any
combination of talent, determination and luck, you win it, you
get a huge bejeweled ring. No matter what else you do in life,
no one can take that ring away from you once you have it. Coach
Stark played only sparingly for three years, and no one but his
family and friends remember he played, but he had a ring. A big,
beautiful, dazzling, gaudy, jewel-encrusted man-sized ring.
We
got adjustable copper colored ones with the tensile strength of
aluminum foil, but we wore them like they were Polaris, shining
beacons for lost travelers. This was why we loved Coach Stark.
He understood. I was now 1-30 in my high school football career,
and it felt great. One win blotted out at least ten losses and
shoved the memories of the others to the back. Every day we could
look down at our cheap, tin rings and know we'd achieved something
great. I wrote the date and score of the game in very tiny print
around the inside of mine. I am forty-one now, and I still wear
the ring, and when someone gives me that odd look, I take it off
and regale them with the story behind it. When I finish, I wake
them, give them some Visine for their glazed-over eyes, and send
them on their way.
The
mighty fighting Dairymen were not finished winning that year,
though. We won three of our next five games before getting clocked
42-14 by West Manchester. By this time we thought we were rock
stars. Four wins and coach gave us a ring for each one. We wore
all four at once, every day, flashing our hands around like we
were somebody. Our walks were now struts, our friends were now
entourages, our tables in the cafeteria saved for us like it was
a New York City night club.
The
high of being 4-2 lasted a long time. Even after we started losing
again, we still felt confident. We played every game like it was
our last two hours to live. We may have lost, but the other team
knew they had had to earn it. They walked off the field knowing
they had been hit hard by a Dairyman, and the shame of that did
not wash off easily.
So
it came down to the last game of the season against New Castle.
We were 4-5 with one last chance to win and end the season with
a non-losing record. It hadn't been done by Wilcox High since
1968.
Coach
Stark didn't give us a speech before the game this time. Usually
he talked for about twenty minutes, mental preparation to be tough
and smart. To remember why we play the game. Play with pride and
sportsmanship and leave your mark, preferably somewhere in the
middle of your opponent's chest.
But
this night was different. He gathered us all together on one knee.
"Gentleman, raise the hand you normally wear your rings on."
Twenty-seven hands went up, rights mainly with a few lefties mixed
in. "Look at your hand and imagine you are wearing your rings
right now."
I
stared at my hand for really the first time. Mine was small, and
my fingers were stubby. I made a mental note to thank Dad for
that later. Then I saw the rings. Four thin bands of tin sparkling
like diamonds.
Coach
waited, letting our mental pictures settle in. Then he gave us
our only instructions for the night.
"Get
out there and win one for the thumb!" he screamed at the
top of his lungs and sent us out the door of the locker room like
a pack of wild dogs.
We
played that way for most of the game. Whenever we would get in
trouble, we would huddle up and just stare at our hands for a
second. New Castle couldn't handle us on defense. They never got
past midfield the whole game, and we knocked the starting quarterback
out with a concussion. His replacement looked like a deer to us,
dinner for a pack of starving wolves. We chased him here, we chased
him there, and when we caught him, we let Bambi know the fire
was closing in.
If
our offense had been as good as our defense, there would have
been nothing to worry about. We scored on our first possession
but missed the extra point and then couldn't score again. Coach
called a timeout with 39 seconds left in the game. We had just
given the ball back to New Castle and our 6-0 lead was shaky.
If New Castle could score, with the extra point we would lose
7-6, and it would be another losing season for the Dairymen.
Coach
huddled up the defense and told us we had tied a school record.
"You
guys have ten sacks tonight. That ties the record. How about one
more? Break the record, win the game, and go home with a cheerleader."
"How
about four more, smash the record, and go home with the head cheerleader?"
I said, feeling full of myself. My motor was revving over the
red line. I wanted to win so badly I could taste it. Really, my
mouth was coated in grass, dirt, and a little blood. I needed
a post-game celebratory Coke desperately. Coach laughed at my
outburst and smacked us all around in that traditional football
manner that outsiders never understand.
Coach
Stark ran off the field and it was up to us. We could make history
for our poor school. We would be the topic of conversation for
at least a year at the diner and our hands would be full of metal.
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