I
never
thought I would one day become an addict.
Looking
back, it was inevitable, with my long trips alone in a cramped
spaceship. It leads to boredom, which doesn’t have a lot
of cures. There was no clear moment in time I could point to when
the solution turned to full-blown addiction. Instead, it was more
gradual and sinister, until the realization became obvious.
“Would
you like another, sir?”
I
looked up at the light brown man in a stiff, white shirt as he
stood next to my table. I glanced down at the pale green remnants
of some drink I’d forgotten the name of.
Without
a word, I gave a slight nod and he walked off into the thick,
smoky cloud.
How
many glasses had I downed? I couldn’t even remember. They
arrived full and left empty, and at some point the distinction
faded.
“Here
you are, sir.”
Glasses
were exchanged as I tossed a pair of credits onto the table.
“Thanks,”
I mumbled.
“You’re
welcome, sir.” He pocketed the money and left.
There
was no way to deny my addiction. I made no effort to work myself
out of it, either. Instead, we kept each other company like an
old married couple.
In
the same vein, we had travelled a road filled with pain and sorrow,
regret and disappointment, endless strings of lonely nights. Our
marriage had become one of convenience and habit, but neither
of us had the willpower to call it off.
I
gazed into the pool of liquid as it waited patiently, smooth as
an iced-over pond. Then, I tossed the glass back and most of the
sour drink slid down my throat.
“You
must be a space pilot.”
“Must
be,” I muttered.
I
placed the near-empty glass on the table and looked up as a tall,
slender female eased out of the smoke.
Her
pale blue skin glowed in the dim light and her hips swayed as
she made her way to my table. A skimpy white skirt barely covered
her long legs and matching fabric patches were not enough to leave
any portion of her ample breasts to my imagination. Her long hair
was bleached blonde and hung all the way down her back.
Her
occupation was as obvious as mine.
“Mind
if I take a seat?”
I
motioned toward the seat across the table.
She
sat with a smile. “So, been to Loehs before?”
“Can’t
say I have.”
“Then
you’ll be happy to know you qualify for my two-for-one special.
Pay for one tonight, and get your next visit free.”
I
smirked and shook my head. “Sorry, not interested.”
“Ah,
not interested in attractive women.”
I
stifled a laugh. “Not in paying for them, no.”
“Can’t
blame a girl for trying.”
I
knocked back the remainder of my drink and set the empty glass
on the table.
“I
can’t imagine any girl could stay in business long out here.”
I liked to stay clear of high traffic locations, and this city
fit the bill.
Loehs
was barely even a mark on the navigation charts. Shipping lanes
were so empty out here, it had been tough even finding a space
dock with refueling facilities. Drinking establishments, on the
other hand, were in vast supply.
“Which
is why I do it for the enjoyment and not for my livelihood.”
She winked at me.
The
waiter returned with two glasses, placed one full of clear liquid
in front of my guest and took another green drink off his tray.
He cocked his head to one side.
“Sir?”
I
nodded and he set it down.
Once
he left with my empty glass, I turned back to the woman opposite
me. “So, what’s your name?”
“Angelika.”
She lifted the drink to her lips and sipped.
“Well,
Angelika, what do you do for a living, if not this?”
“That
depends.” She clicked the fingernails of her free hand on
the tabletop.
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