"Experiments?"
Why did I have this sick feeling in my gut? I imagined Dr. Frankenstein’s
laboratory.
"If
you'd like to see some of my work, I'll show you."
I hesitated but only for a moment. This was all part of the Baxter
mystique, of what made him what he was.
Baxter's lab was at the back of the house. There were lots of
cupboards and shelves all around and a large table in the center
of the room.
"I
do the autopsies here," he said pointing to the table.
By now, I was feeling lightheaded and queasy.
"Autopsies?"
"I
meant dissections."
I moved toward the cupboards and started to open one.
"Stop,
you can't look in there!"
But I had already seen what was in the cabinet nearest to me.
There was a series of large jars like those used to preserve fruits
and vegetables and liquid of some sort within. With shock I realized
that the small round objects floating within were eyeballs. Each
jar held a different pair that stared back at me like the bizarre
stuff of nightmares.
Baxter quickly slammed the cupboard shut in an angry gesture I
found intimidating. "You said you only wanted to talk. I
don't believe I can trust you."
I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself. "Your experiments
sound interesting. Maybe we could discuss them." I moved
carefully away from the shelves. I took a deep breath and tried
to control my nausea.
He seemed pacified. "I have a serious interest in science.
Naturally, I've had cause to examine a number of animals. Keeping
parts is necessary for authentication of research results."
I didn't think he was being completely truthful but I kept my
opinion to myself. I couldn't help wondering if some of those
unseeing orbs had once belonged to human beings; I shuddered involuntarily.
"What
is the source of your literary inspiration?" I thought it
best to change the subject. I wasn't equipped to deal with many
more nasty discoveries.
Baxter gave me a considering look. "I suppose it's all right
if you see for yourself. I've suffered alone for a long time.
It's pure torture, endless purgatory. The burden is sometimes
too much."
"I
don't understand."
"The
demons, monsters from hell. I can even smell the brimstone. That's
why I must remain here alone. I am the guardian, the gatekeeper.
Without me, they would get loose, escape into the night to prey
on the world. I'll let you see them but only for a moment. You
will be safe as long as you're with me."
He took my hand in his. I felt his sweaty palm, which reminded
me of a limp, dead fish. Then he led me down a set of rickety
stairs into a cellar that smelled of earth, mold, decay and lingering
death. I felt a sense of overpowering dread like a character in
a gothic novel. I shivered, recognizing that the cold was as much
in me as without.
"Do
not be afraid," he said. "I will protect you from them."
"Exactly
what are we talking about here?"
"The
natural supernatural. Silver serpents who swim in a sea of endless
blood." He smiled through thin, pale lips. "Try not
to scream or show fear when you encounter them. It will only encourage
their frenzy and blood lust."
“Ghouls?
Vampires? Ghosts? Witches?”
Baxter’s face was a mask. “No, nothing like that,
not at all. This is quite real, not figments of the imagination.
No one has ever seen their like.”
I hesitated but Baxter pulled me forward in a forceful manner
with more strength than I would have imagined him capable. He
held up his flashlight and fixed it ahead of us.
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